Clumsy Attempt

I wanted to have a nice talk with you. I wanted to be nice to you. I know I have been irrational and emotional for the past few days, and that gave you a hard time. What Mavis told me reminded me to treat you better and stop being so irrational that would drive people crazy. I tried, but I guess I failed. I guess that's what is called "clumpsy attempt." You want to do something, but what you do is totally the opposite. And after that, you feel regret and you feel totally hopeless. You want to make it up, but you don't know how. Or you're afraid it would be another clumpsy attempt.
Who says being in love is easy? It never is.