Let Me Know I Am Doing

What am I doing here? Everyone around me is movin on. What about me? Everyone is doin their job. Some go to UN; some go to localization companies. I am staying here, doing nothing. I thought I can get some cases from Taiwan, but things don't really go as I wish. So far, I've been through six tests. Two of them are from the same company. I got four test results, and I passed all of them. BUT, TargeTek rejected me because I'm in the States now. This is really an unacceptable excuse, but there's nothing I can do about it. TW-Day was about to give me a case, but then they drew back. They had their reason. Disappointed, yes, although the cotact person passed on my information to her collegues. As for Shinewave, they asked me to sign a confidentiality agreement. However, no assignment so far. I'm still waiting for the two more results. I really want to do something right. I need to know that I am moving on.

Confusion

When it comes to love, it can always be very complicated. Do people always stride out for love? Do they always fall in love without fear of getting hurt an lost? I don't. I don't want to get hurt. If ending is foreseeable, is it still a good choice to keep going? Is it still a good choice to maintain the relationship when uncertainty overwhelms? I'm confused. I'm really confused now. Should I believe what I see and what I feel?