Sunday, September 10, 2006

Compition?(09/10/2006)

Good friends can be come enemies. I now start to know why.

This is merely the beginning of the semester. A classmate decides to drop the school. For the rest, I can feel the competition around. Deliberate silence for any latest news. Talk few to each other about school work. No sharing of information. Everyone seems secretly hope others would fall far far behind at the beginning. This is not encouraing. It's scarry.

Is this supposed to happen when it comes to comparing from one another? Do people really have to fight against each other when they are heading towards the same direction? Do they really have to expect others falling behind? I thought classmates are on the same boat. I thought classmate should help each other whenever they can. Is it only my imagination or it's actually happening?

So far, the schoolwork is challenging, but not disappointing. The heart is. The atmosphere is. Hope things will get better and better. Or I should secretly hope I can get away from this as soon as possible.

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