Love is never easy, and people can't alwayws get what they want.
What do I want? I want to be loved. It's an easy, and a difficult answer. It's alwayws that easy to "expect" to be loved, but it can never be an easy task to find someone who actually love the way you are.
Twice. I have been in the dilema twice. Though I don't know the result of the second one yet, I'm expecting the worst. I do like him. So? He told me he likes me. So? Things keep changing, and it's not in my hand. I can't even give him my trust.
Maybe it's better not to get invovled in love. I'm tired of worrying about this and that. Even though I do care, I don't want to show too much of my concern. I have learned to apethetic. Yet it's still difficult. I wan to give up. I want to live an easy life in which I don't have to worry about losing things I care. The best way to be hurt by losing something you care is not to care about something. That's pathetic, but it's ture.
I'm not sure how much longer I can stick to it. Maybe it's time to stop. I have all those expectations in my head, but somehow I know none of them will become reality.
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